הכרויות סקס|הכרויות דיסקרטיות

I've form a all boys school my entire school life ,i find it very difficult to talk to women irl i great out or get nervous making me look like a clown but in chat I'm quite ok...I've been asked out once in the middle of class 11 but it didn't last long as she complained that I did not take initiatives irl and only spoke big in chat so eventually er broke up and idk what to do I'm hopeless....female friends would be appreciated...we could have a nice cinvo like genuinely genuine with hothing else in mind(although it's not my fault to drool over you if you're a baddie or smtg lol)... I've gone mad literally